so finally i gave up,
putting a mask for you,
i'm so sick of your selfishness,
but, i gave my drug up.

i gave up everything for you,
you're a goddamn guy for god's sake,
i had everything and anything,
but i gave my drug up, for nothing.

but, for the last time,
i'm gonna give up my drug for the last time.

♥

YA! I babysit today -.-
Oh gosh, FINALS TOMORROW!
Someone kill me now ):
Get me a grave!

Dont worry..I dont know why I'm worrying :/
It's only English and Human Communication tomorrow!

Anyways, I havent done my iphone ):
SIGH I keep delaying!
I SUCK! But I feel so heartbroken.
I just DONT have the time :/

I can see my iphone in the corner..and I feel like crying.
Sigh.

Anyways, after I fix my iphone, I'll blog on tumblr (:
Yes, I have a tumblr account, I think I'll post it up for you guys.
The link will be on the right okay? (:

Wait. I think you guys are confused.
I mean I'll blog from my iphone to tumblr,
that is which..when i FIX my iphone.

Wish me luck for finals (:

Truck loads of Love.

I know it's been long since I last updated,
but if you people are still in high school,
YOU BETTER ENJOY WHAT YOU HAVE NOW.
College..is stressful.

I can list you right now!

1. When you have homework, and you screwed it and
your excuse will be, "my dog ate it",
when you go to college and give the same excuse,
YOU are SCREWED.

2. NO such thing as being late,
they'll make your attendance as "absent".

3. You think you can miss class?
How many times do you miss?
WELL, if you're one of those people that comes only 2
days in a row out of 4 days, YOU are screwed.
The number of classes you miss:

4 times missed: They will send a letter to the house.
6 times missed: They will send a letter and parents/ guardian
brings the letter and talk to the head course.
9 times missed: You are BANNED from the finals.

You think, "ahh whatever",
But when you FAIL (and finals has loads of marks),
you need to RETAKE the WHOLE semester.

4. But not to worry, the best thing about college is
that you can dress
however you want, NO GODFUCKING uniform (:

Okay, back to UPDATING.

Meet Chompy, my alligator (:
I bring him to college EVERYDAY :D
He is my friend ):
Whenever I feel like sleeping, I take him out
lay him on the bed, and SLEEP :D

JOKING! You think CHARMAINE ever sleep in class?
Chances: 5/100 okay?
I dont NORMALLY fall asleep in class.
I'm the type of person, at 8 a.m,
I'll wish you a very bimbo-ish (EARLY) morning.

I dont know, it's been like that.
I think it's because of breakfast.
I CANT go out during the day without a breakfast.
I'll be weak and sick ):

WELL. I had my presentation on friday (;
It was a blast.
We were given two projects.
It's a Coral Speaking, everyone in my class participated,
and the other is a video.
I'll try and ask them and I'll post it up for you guys (:

SO here are pictures! (:

Top: Clair.
Bottom: Me, Eliza, Andy, Roxanne and Cori (:

Yes, I was the conductor,
FOR THE FIRST TIME (:
I enjoyed myself and I'm really glad they let me be one (:

DAMN! I saw this picture and I was like,
"SHITT hahahahahahhahahah!"
Before we started, I went up to the front and said,
"We will now present our last project which is a short coral speaking".

(:

Truck loads of Love.

Happy Birthday Quen (:
I love you!

I PERFECTLY know what you want for your birthday,
and that is stacks and stacks of anime which you are dying of! :P
But till then when i see you :P

Your annoying sister,
Charmaine

Remember my post about MOS?
Haha, well it's all in Facebook,
but SO little ):

So what I did is only take one picture (:

I'm sorry for the LACK of updates,
been so stuck into assignments and sleeping
for like less than 4 hours in a day,
I hate doing assignments late,
especially when I have to be in a team -.-

No offense, it's just than I love working
by myself -.-
Is that wrong?

Anyways, I promise I will post up something for you guys (:

WAIT WAIT!
I'll post up an essay about why
Charmaine can listen to a person's problem really well.
Wanna learn from me? (:

I know, I know, shut up.
It'll be boring :P

Truck loads of Love.

Nat finally put the pictures up! -.-

I think this was last monday :D
So semangat-ED to wear Taylor's shirt.
Dont ask why -.-

Had a cam-whore session with NAT :D

The note said "natasha aida"

Our phones! :P
Switched!

Nat holding the phone wrongly!
HAHAHA!

My fav (:

I had fun gossip-ing and sharing problems with you (:
Always had.

Truck loads of Love.

Sorry for neglecting EVERYTHING.
Even Twitter ): can you imagine?

But I get you to updates!
I have been doing assignments,
and you'll get to see my costume soon! :P
Promise.

So here is photoshooting with my labtop day! :P

Come on, you gotta love the glasses! :P
They call this the geeky-gangsta, hahaha!

Pictures!

(this looks like someone put anime eyes on her)
Me, Cori and Yunni (:
ALL THE WAY BABEH!

Nice picture..): but ruined!

Got error behind! :P
Busybody la you!

Guess what attempt this was!
EMO!
HAHAHAHA! I dont know what EMO is ):

This was Bored.

This was bimbo.

This one was punk.
Dont ask. I dont know what it should look like! ):

Fish lips!

Can you touch nose with your tongue? :P

Guess what! THIS WAS SEXY!
Sigh, I suck -.-

This was stoned.

Close-ups!

This is crazy..
We tied your front hair.

I know how what pose that is YUNNI! -.-

(:

I like (:

Sylvester (who looks like a tin man), me, Sabby (top) and Cori.

LOOK AT SYLVESTER'S FACE AND SABBY'S (like old hag)

This was Cori trying to finish "FIIIHHH"

I look like I'm eating Sushi, but sadly...it's goreng pisang ):

Cockroach women -.-
*inside joke*

The added Nigga is Hamse :P
He look like a stoned mad man.
They dont mind (:
But you gotta know them to call them.

Yes, as you can see, I suck at facial expression!

Truck loads of Love.

Sorry for the lagging updates ):
I'm having tons of project and assignment pilling up,
I just need to chill and sit back. But I cant ):

Wait for updates (:
The link is:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2021115&id=1153516290&l=f18ba32661

Truck loads of Love.

When people tell me their relationship is perfect,
I'll say fuck you.
When people say they are going through hell,
I say it'll be perfect. someday.

If you have screwed up,
i'll tell you it'll be okay. it needs time.
If you think you are perfect,
i'll tell you to wake up.

If you hold hands when you are going out,
I'll smile at you and say, it'll screw up through the day.
If you tell me you're gonna have sex with your bf,
I'll tell you, your bf loves your body than you.

If you tell me it's been 3 months and it's perfect,
I'll tell you, come back to me in 5 months.
If guys tell you they love you,
tell them to look up not down.

If they said they love you,
I'll tell you to look deep. Dont be blind.
If they tell you "i need you",
make sure they cry before giving in.

If they said i need money,
buy them food.
If they said let's go shopping,
spend their money on food.

If it's your yearly anniversary,
look back and think of your days being with him.
If he ignores you while hanging out with his bubs,
one of his friends hate you.

But when he grabs our face and push away your hair,
You will give in.
When he holds your hand and say "i love you",
You will melt.

We are girls. Still.
We need time to heal,
But guys needs another heart to break so they'll be fine.
They are guys. Still.

Truck loads of Love.